Sunshine Does Exist Here.

Before you call for a therapist or the hostage negotiation unit- maybe some things to know...


You did not need an Rx for xanax to read this.


I promise not to always be gloomy or make you feel sad.


I promise to not always leave you feeling longing or long faced.


I've decided to make a list of wonderful in my life:

I have wonderful people in my life who tell me I am wonderful.

I know what all kinds of love feels like.


I look for the bright side of things, even when that makes me squint.

I see the positive side in everything first, even when it turns out negative in the end.


I have an amazing sense of survival, and I have no idea how I got it, but I do.

I am grateful for all of my blessings in disguise, but I could do without all of the disguise.

I still believe in magic.

I still believe in love.


I've had more than one person tell me that that they are grateful to know me.

I have people in my life that make my life better, just by being there. And I have told them just that.


I've been told that I was the girl that got away, directly from someone I ran away from.

I have people in my life that I admire, and they call me their friend.


I have incredible luck, but it takes a while to see that is true. 

I know it will turn out alright in the end, but I don't know how long away the end is.