Hoops

The past few days have greeted me with a lot of garbage. A lot of bureaucracy. A lot of HOOPS. Jump here. Do this. Bend this way. Accommodate us. Screw You!

Phew... that feels better to get that out. Thank You.

It seems that my positivity has been tested lately. Even thought I know things have ended up (long run speaking) for the better- the short term has been getting me down. Mainly because nothing has been on my terms. I always bend to others, even when it doesn't work well for me. And yet, I still end up in this stagnant angry angry angry place making me want to scream: I don't deserve this! What have I ever done to you!

But, as I remind myself more and more these days:

Even though every day may not be Rosy, every day is still a day in my life. I'm reminded that my life is what I make of it. I hope it to be something beautiful, peaceful, and proud to be mine.