Goodbye Takes Me To Hello

Dear New Love,

I think I have not been quite fair to you, so not only do I need to apologize, but tell you that I'm ready now. I'm clear and cleared out my cob webs and I'm ready for you. I've said goodbye to all of them and I promise to never let them back. Never. 

I've decided that these boys have been taking up too much of my time and my life and my mind and they have left me no space for you to come in. And I am sorry to both of us for that. But I promise, I am ready for real love- our love. Ready.

This time in my life is about movement- not only across states, but a movement to something new. Something ours. And I am so ready for that. I'm excited really. Really really excited. 

It may seem crazy, but I can feel it in the air. Something exciting and fresh and new. Yes, I am a bit nervous, but I will take nervous over nothing. And it has been nothing for far too long now.

Dear new love, I'd like to tell you how fond I am of you already. That I am eager and ready to go. Go anywhere. Anywhere you want to go. I'll meet you in the middle- just meet me.

I'm here, door and heart and eyes wide open. Ready for you, for us, for it.